My Spirit Animal

Courtesy of- Knaan

I’ve said this before but next to all of this song is my spirit animal. Lol I’m brutal and always will be. I’m no poser or wannabe, I really am. I don’t play and do stupid games or deal with anything beneath everything I am. If something is not on my level it’s not on my level. If beings are envious of people like me their problem. I made the choices I did in life they made theirs which is why they are in the places to be jealous to begin with. That is on them they need to hate themselves for putting themselves where they are if they really wanted to change it they could instead of hating and envious everyone else. I conscientiously chose not to debauch, act stupid, con, or open my legs to attempt to get anywhere. That’s a harsh pill to swallow for many but that’s their problem and the problem is their’s as to why they hate because they really hate their existences and selves when it comes down to it. If they knew of the number of people and things I turned down for the sake of getting ahead they would be gobsmacked. It is not about what happens to you in life but how you interpret it. I did with the injustice that was done to me many times over and flipped it. I didn’t whine like a punk about a toe ache and act like an idiot. I don’t do dead mumbles never have. That is the difference. Unlike those types I don’t chase anything or show my a$$ and that is the polarization between my kind and their kind. We aren’t the same not even close and that is exactly the problem beings like that have with people like myself we’re everything they aren’t in one way or another naturally so. It bothers those types and it’s apparent it does they’re angry at their existence and life they made for themselves no one did it to them they did it to themselves. ::Shrugs::

Setting that to the side. You don’t hear music like this anymore in the mainstream, the mid 2000’s to earliest 2010’s that was probably the last of the real anything in the mainstream. It was the time frame of conscientious music supported and often created by young people in their 20’s and some in their 30’s mostly. You don’t hear it anymore. It is all exactly the same and has no soul or anything else behind it’s rudimentary and recycles the same meaninglessness on repeat. To be blunt it’s trash for the most part there are maybe one or 2 mainstream acts that are actually good the rest of them SMH not at all. I’m unmotivated and unappreciative of anything in the mainstream of the 2020’s for the most part it’s not even funny because it’s terrible. It’s what Nicki Minaj said “When you turn on the radio you hear popular people. When I was growing up and turned on the radio you heard talented people.” That is true, there is nothing new whatsoever it’s unvaried and repetitive especially in hip hop it all is exactly the same. Record companies and lurkers especially in pertaining to females will trawl through social media of typically young as in well under 25 or 30 influencer’s or brand ambassadors who have no real music anything in them to sign or some passed around female of some rapper to put on. That is the climate it is now. If people can actually write, sing, or spit real fire with quality behind it forget it they aren’t interested in hearing it.